You know that moment when your senses are on high alert and you simply stop doing anything? My counselor said, generally, when people are afraid, they will take one of two actions: a) They will RUN or act quickly in some soft of way or (less likely) b) they will freeze and do nothing.
So here I am, I finally have the information on how much my tax return is (not as much as I was hoping, damned tax brackets), and there’s a really good price on a flight to Istanbul.
In the meantime, there was just a suicide bombing at the Embassy in Ankara (not that I’m going to Ankara anyways) AND a young woman just one year older than me (who was travelling alone) was just found murdered in Istanbul. Commence family and friend panic which = Jessica panic.
So I’m sitting here, frozen by fear of money and terrorists, doing nothing and wondering if I should go someplace else. I talked to my mom who made some suggestions, but nothing is jumping out at me. NOTHING. I’ve been thinking about Turkey since last May, so maybe I’m just too focused. And of course, I could go another time, but really, when will I ever REALLY have the $$ and when will it REALLY be safe to go anywhere?
So I booked it. Yep. Just did it. Decided not to let the fear make me frozen. Can’t wait to see what my counselor says about that.
Am I afraid? Absolutely! I’ve had had so many friends tell me how brave I am for going alone, they would never do that! (You hear that enough and you start to doubt yourself pretty quickly).
But am I excited? EVEN BIGGER ABSOLUTELY.
So, here goes the newest adventure in Jessica Kimmet’s crazy life.
Well, here it goes on May 30-June 11 anyways 🙂